NRL 2023: Craig Field opens up on his emotional return to Manly
Craig Field wasted the best years of his life, spending eight years in jail for manslaughter. Now 20 years since he last stepped foot onto Brookvale Oval, he returned to share his story.
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February 22, 2023 - 7:43PM
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Craig Field walked through the doors at Brookvale Oval this week for the first time since his career ended two decades ago.
Much has changed for Field and the ground since that time. The former teenage prodigy was asked back to the club by former teammate turned chief executive Tony Mestrov to speak with players including Tom Trbojevic, Daly Cherry-Evans and coach Anthony Seibold about his rollercoaster career and tumultuous post-football life including his
eight year stint in jail for manslaughter.
Craig Field returned to Brookvale Oval this week for the first time in 20 years. Picture: Alfred Naupoto (Manly Media).
“I was nervous about it,” Field told News Corp.
“In our game there are a lot of good people who are good role models. If they’ve done everything right I take my hat off to them but how can they tell players who are thinking about gambling or doing the wrong thing not to? They are going to listen to someone who has been there before.
“I’ve walked that walk unfortunately. I’m not proud of it and I have a lot of regrets but I have to move forward.”
Field was in the headlines for all the right reasons early in his career. He captained the Rabbitohs and was considered among the best talents in the game when he joined the Sea Eagles in 1997 fresh off Manly winning the grand final.
However his career was chequered by off-field incidents and eventually ended when he tested positive for drugs while at the Tigers in 2001.
Field had the full attention of Manly players, as he opened up on his rollercoaster career and tumultuous post-football life. Picture: Alfred Naupoto (Manly Media).
Field was released from jail in January 2022 after he was found guilty in 2014 of manslaughter in the fatal one punch death of Kelvin Kane.
“I was open and honest about everything,” Field said. “Rugby league was in my DNA and I sacrificed. When I made it I didn’t earn big dollars, my mind was switched on and my head was clear of a lot of things as a young bloke. But when I made it I started to mix with colourful characters and I learnt some bad habits. I didn’t have the mental toughness. I don’t want them to be like me and look back after 15-20 years and think what if. A real mate will tell you if you’re doing the wrong thing or doing down the wrong path.
“Why you’re a human you’re going to make errors. If you don’t have drink or drugs in your system you will make good decisions. If these players are smart they won’t have to work after their careers, unlike me. I’m now working six days a week. I’m not the only player of my generation to walk away with nothing – some good footballers and some good people have nothing and that breaks my heart.
“(Jail) is not a good place to be. Sometime I belittle myself because I’m putting myself down but it’s the truth. There are consequences for your actions.”
Field spent eight years in jail, after being sentenced in 2014 for manslaughter.
Former Manly greats including Brett Stewart and Steve Menzies are among the previous players to speak to group. It is part of Seibold’s initiative of a weekly presentation around either football education or Manly mentality aimed at Manly’s younger players. But some of their decorated superstars sat in on Field’s talk.
Seibold said he walked away with a powerful message.
“He shared his stories about what he would do differently if he was in the players’ shoes,” Seibold said. “Then the story about how your life can change in one moment. He had to live with that in jail. He was really raw and very emotional. It’s the first time he has done it. He has been out for about 13 months and it is the first time he has spoken in front of a group.”
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Sea Eagles skipper Cherry-Evans said Field was “brutally honest”.
“His key takeaway was about owning your decision as a person because every decision has a consequence,” Cherry-Evans said. “He made some decisions throughout his life and career that had a really negative impact on himself and the people around him.“